There is a Happiness in All Things

There is a happiness that comes with opening your windows in the morning There is a happiness that comes in strumming a familiar chord on your guitar There is a happiness that comes with visiting your secret place that no one else knows There is a happiness that comes with sipping the best instant coffee…

now here. nowhere.

Not unhappy Not sad Not happy Or glad To feel like i belong everywhere and nowhere. I am just here With the place I’ve been assigned to inhabit, To fill the spaces between my toes With the soil from the land i stand on. But I’ve been crawling for too long. There’s dirt everywhere Unable…

eternally mortal

How deceptive the clouds and the light… How deceptive the reflection laying flat on the still water… How deceptive our minds and the Gods it creates… How deceptive our bodies and the souls it holds… Our mortal lives flawed with the promises of immortality Our future is exactly that – Something we cannot see but…

Oxygen

When i breath I do so heavily To fill my lungs with air Hoping it will burst Because sadness takes over And my heart cannot feel heavier My nose kicks the grief tinged air out of my system Cleansing my insides Making my heart feel lighter But on coming tears choke my throat And i…

Off with my Head

There’s a pressure building up inside me And sometimes i consider burring a hole through my head So that all these thoughts may find release And even though i know it may hurt There are worse things that could happen. A small outlet is better than a severed head.

Drown

I open the windows And let my room drown, With sunshine and happiness. It’s been 4 weeks now. Just walking in sludge And being eaten by madness. Depression hurts But we overcome the baddest.

Mirror

I’m staring at the bathroom mirror Begging it to be more clearer But all it does is blur in fear of The reflection of my face.

I’m exhausted but relieved

Exams make us feel weak & worthless But we feel stronger after the ordeal is over. The end of the world has come and gone. I’m exhausted But relieved.

flip through my words

i write down little words on the corner of my notebooks whenever some of my thoughts catch my fancy. sometimes my idle brain escapes the realities of the sciences i am being taught and wanders into the territory i enjoy. unconsciously i shock myself with these small sentences and jot them down with joy. i…

Sick

When my whole body stops working And my mind decides to sleep for days I wonder how weak i am To be jaded by a few days of work. Could i have over worked myself? Could this be my capacity, my capability? Or do i overcome all my bodily weaknesses to appear stronger than i…

I’m too afraid to sleep.

Brain, why don’t you let me sleep? Why do you make me watch the early hours of the morning? It gets me dizzy but i can’t look away. Such scary thoughts Accompanied by horrific images. Why do my eyes play such tricks? Such ghastly illusions? I want to sleep. My phone kept away. No distraction,…

We’re not friends anymore and i don’t know why.

We were really good friends Always put together by destiny. But you started to keep your distance And i am so confused as to why. I thought we were better than all that. You used to ignore every other person in the room But here you are now, The game switched, Not even giving me…