Waking up to the dreariness of the cold,
I look outside my window as if to search for your footsteps in the snow,
But I know your gone, and you’ve gone without me.
Somebody console me,
But there’s no one here.
I told you to wait, but did you?
I was ready, I had everything packed,
I had seen future miracles for us.
But then you pulled yourself away, why?
I stare down at my coffee cup and instantly I feel your presence,
Your smell, your kiss, your humor, your poison,
I see your beautiful soul smiling back at me like a reflection.
I turn around and find myself alone again.
Maybe I don’t deserve you,
Maybe I don’t deserve heaven.