Lost

Lost in code Lost in thought Lost in the hourglass We are often lost in our daily routines. We are programed that way. We don’t stray away from our codes. We lose ourselves in thought. Especially when we want to be free of our puppet strings. Whatever is within us, we listen. Whether we like…

I Care

People say I’m sweet – Like saccharin They say I care a 100 times more. Maybe I do Maybe I don’t. But that’s something you’ll never know. In my eyes, I damage you and I self destruct. I fight your battles for you and end up being hurt the most, While you keep making the…

Recharge

My phone’s at 10% And my mind’s at 110%. Constantly being woken up Being deprived of rest. Never stopping Never forgetting All the things that I could’ve done better. I’m recklessly using myself Till I lose myself In the binary land Of what I did wrong And what could’ve gone wrong.

fragile • part ii

i breath in my inhibitions and let it circulate my brain. let logic take over and let my emotions freeze. but like the titanic my logic sinks when it meets the glacial emotional mammoth. there’s always been a point in our lives where we ask ourselves who am i? what am i doing here? but…

Sexually Frustrated

There’s only so much of porn you can watch To satisfy your eyes You find no release in the real world Only a screen and some sexual screaming No sexual healing

Chasm

I’m so tired Of waiting for peace. People tell me to calm down And wait for peace to find me. But I cannot stay still. My reflexes rush me to do the things That keeps me alive That disallows me The stillness of the lake. I can’t help but swim For I fear I’ll drown….

Lie

I lie on my bed I lie in my head I lie with my tongue I lie with a gun I lie to myself That no one will ever find The murderer of truth Lying within me.